Anyway, hello! This is us. <3

Saddest day ever.

Why do I need to feel jealous? I hate that feeling. I don't want to feel it again, never. 

Yesterday, we are having a good time the whole day pero biglang nagbago yun because of one single thing. May naalala lang ako tapos nagtanong ako, nabwisit tapos nag-away. I hate the fact that I have to see things. I hate why do I have to be so observant with things around me? Nakakainis kasi napapansin ko lahat. AS IN, LAHAT. :|

We've fought so hard with each other. We shouted. We cursed. We cried.

Actually, aminado naman akong WALA NAMAN NA KONG DAPAT PAGSELOSAN. Lam niyo yun? Wala talaga Pero may issue ako sa sarili ko eh.

Yung pinag-aawayan kasi naming madalas ay yung mga friends niyang girls way back when he was still on HighSchool, oh diba? Ang OA ko. Pinagseselosan ko yun. Ang tagal na nun, Jaicel. SOBRA. Pero why do I always feel like that? :( Galit na galit ako sa kaibigan niya na yun.

Since, alam ko na ang may problema ay ako. I tried to search stuffs in Google about things as such. JEALOUSY. How to overcome?

The best way to deal with jealousy is conversation and logic. I know this can be extremely hard when your girlfriend has pushed you to the limit of your sanity, but you have to remember that she isn’t psycho, she’s just feeling insecure. Let her feel SECURE about you. Always try to let her know how lovely she was and always tell her that you love her and no one can ever replace her. Try to think about why this might be. It’s OK to ask, but you have to do it the right way. Take her aside, give her a hug and just say, “What’s going on with you? Is everything OK?” Tone is so important here. There cannot be an inch of frustration in your voice. Deep breath, OK?

There. All I need to be is to feel SECURED. Secured. I do feel secured pero siguro kulang pa, kulang pa sa uto. Naiinis ako sa faact na nakasama niya yun dati, nauna niya yun nakilala and all. I HATE IT! -____- Dapat di ganon. NAIINIS AKO PAG NAALALA KO!

Gusto ko na nga gumawa ng masama sa mga bitch na yun eh, sobraaaa lang. DUH!

I hope it will not happen again. 

Long Distance Friendship

Ever since I took the Spanish Class for this semester, I find the language romantic and very expressive. It’s a language that needs to be understood thoroughly and should be said with FEELINGS, as my teacher always told us.

It’s good to know that someone out there is making my life a lot easier in learning to speak Español the way it should be. I love having a friend who is very much willing to spend time with me just to teach me words that I need to know. And though we have 11 hours of time difference and a hundreds of miles and a numbers of seas between us still, we still find it easy to catch up with each other. 

It’s nice to know someone as wonderful as you. I know you’re working hard to make your dreams come true and I know how badly you want to be a teacher someday. And though you’ve been hurt a lot of times and suffered a lot of hardships, God will never take you for granted as long as you believe in Him. :)

Algún día voy a ser capaz de visitar su país y yo te veo, mi amigo.

Muchas gracias por ser tan amable conmigo y yo siempre te atesoro en mi corazón.

Mucho amor,

Jaicel :)

Ps.

I seldom use my real name JAICEL when I write here in my blog.. :p

SATURDATE

I know tomorrow will be a tiring day for us. We have to accomplish a lot of things. We need to buy things and all. Also we will be doing a lot of walking tomorrow. We need to go around Recto and find stuffs. Then afterwards we need to go to Araneta Coliseum to watch the game of my school, Letran. -__-

Just by thinking of it I can already feel the stress but then I’ll just look at it as a bonding for the both of us. :”“> LOVE!

Can’t wait to take photos!

Writing my emotions.

I've been so emotional since yesterday or maybe since the classes begun. I was so depressed of the expenses in school. I was so frustrated because the needs are getting higher and  higher. It depresses me so bad. As much as I can I don't want my parents to be worried and getting stressed about my school so as  much as I can keep things between them and when there is something I need to buy I save for it or I will tell Labo and he will gladly help me with those little things. But then when there is something that I can't afford to buy that is the time that I will going to tell them about it. I hate the fact that they keep on telling me not to worry about things and just focused on my studies. It really makes me cry. They are very dedicated and loving parents to us. They never fail to make us happy all the time. I know it's hard not to be with us but they are sacrificing their happiness just to make our dreams possible.


Labo and I come up with our small business. During summer we sell Ice Candies and now we decided to sell Siomai. Since Labo's father has a mini market near us, we will going to sell our product there. I know it's not that much but still, it will keep us busy and give us extra money. We'll start next week, so hopefully it will turn out well. :) 


Next sem Labo will be busy already with his study. Hopefully all our plans will fall on their proper places and there will be nothing to be worried about. Keep praying and life will be just a story to tell someday. :)

Since the two of us is celebrating our 7th month together we decided that he will going to cook for our lunch and I'll be buying a cinnamon roll in Starbucks for the two of us. It was just so simple and it really made the two of us happy. :)

He prepared TAPSILOG (TAPA, SINANGAG & ITLOG). Oh yes, we love eating it so we asked our tito the recipe and it was so easy. I taught him how to marinade then voila! We ate a looooot. Tapsilog is really good with SUKA (vinegar). REALLY!

As for the cinnamon roll, he doesn't like eating cinnamon roll because he told me that when he first ate it for the first time he doesn't like what it tastes like so I told him that, "When you ate something for the first time and you didn't like it, go for a second try. You'll see, it always works for me." For example, before I don't like eating Carbonara and the Cinnamon Roll but then when I tried eating it again I was surprised that I liked it already!! 

And yes, he do liked it when he tasted it for the second time. :)

Photography class.

We had our Photography class this morning and it was really good. I’m really glad because I took pictures that is really nice. I do hope that it is enough for me to get a high score! :) We were only allowed to take pictures INSIDE the campus. So you will see what my school looks like. :)

These are some of my shots. I still have to edit it. 

7th ♥

I'm so grateful cause I've finally found someone who is willing to take risks just to be with me. I'm so lucky because there's this someone who loves me more than anybody could do. I'm so blessed because I have you as a lover, listener and a best friend. More than anything else, I just want you to know that I will be forever thankful that I have you and I truly hope that someday all my wishes will come true as much as I would like  forever to be with you. :)

Hello depression.

I’m so stressed right now. But I’m going to make typos to express what I feel and for me to feel better also. I do really feel sad but still.. but still..

Yea, wait for my outputs..

Just because.

There will come a time that we can’t afford to do things that we used to do because time won’t let us. Distance won’t let us. People won’t let us. Factors that affect us dearly and poorly. I hate to think that those things will always be missed. Those laughter will always be remembered. Memories will always be cherished. And I will be forever hoping that someday time will let us, as much as people and distance will allow us..

HOLA!!!

Love has made me do this..

It’s funny how a disastrous day became such a bedazzling moment whenever I’m with you. I love talking to you all day long and don’t even think that time fools us in that very instant. I love how you made all things possible for me, no but’s and if’s just “yes” and “I will”. I love listing our future plans together and making promises just like little children do. I love sharing our ridiculous thoughts with each other and having a laugh with simple things that only “us” understand. I’m not afraid to show the “baby” inside me and you always tell me that those were cutest of all. We know how to make each other smile. We know each other’s Waterloo and don’t even think of using it against each other, instead we use it to make our boring times, worth the stay and laugh until the end of the day. I love how happy I am to be loved by someone like you. I love the feeling that I can tell the world how lucky I am to find someone who understands me just like my mother do. I love you more than cats love fish bone. I love you more than cakes and kisses. I love you more than yellows and reds. I love you just like how I love books. I love you for the reason that it is you and you alone..

It’s 1:06 AM and I love you. 8 months ago I loved you. 10 years from today, I still see myself in love with you. When I am 70 years old and reading a book beside our white house on a lake, I will love you. I love you..

Countdown

I don’t know. I’m always excited for my birthday. From the the month of May up to June I get so excited because I know my birthday will be soon. :)

Some people don’t like celebrating their birthday but for me I love it so much! I don’t know why I feel that way but maybe because I have this thing in my mind that when  it’s your birthday, it was REALLY SPECIAL DAY OF YOUR LIFE. So, I don’t see the reason why some people (like Labo) don’t like celebrating their birthday. It’s my favorite day of the year aside from Christmas and Valentine’s Day! Hihihi.

July 20 is my birth date. I’m a Cancer. Turning 19 this year. Ruby is my birthstone.

PS.

I want to celebrate my birthday this year with lots of cakes and cheese! Hahaha!

Spanish Class..

Oh well, for a lot of people it’s cool to hear that you are taking up International Languages Class but, DUH! It’s obviously not cool as it sounds. *sigh*

I already took the Spanish Class in my previous school but it’s not credited in our school so I have to take it up all over again. Back then, I was having a hard time with my schedule because it is on Saturday and it’s my only class for the day so it is really NAKAKATAMAD PASUKAN. But now, it’s a lot better because my “maestra” is so gooood. I clearly understand what she is talking about. It seems like she’s been living in Spain ever since she was a baby when she talks. And also, she is very strict when it comes with our pronounciations and accents. I’m really enjoying the class. Muy bien! Muy muy muy bien!!! :)

Typographies

Ohh, lately I've been doing some typography and I'm starting to love them! I love expressing my emotions through words and knowing that someone out there also has the same feeling towards my words. It's a great thing being connected with people who are strangers to you yet you can relate with them.

I want to share here some of my "typhos"..

Now, what d'you think?

Hello.

I love sunsets. I love smiling faces. I love reds and yellows. I love strawberries and kiwis. I love dreams that comes in to reality. I love pictures. I love places. I love talking. I love novels. I love being crazy and sometimes stupid with things I really don’t know. I love learning new things. I love hugs. I love how little things affect us. I love being happy. I love riding in the bus. I love being loved. I love waking up next to you. I love big tall trees. I love libraries. I love cheese. I love having no limits. I love myself. I love my imperfections. I love my mistakes. I love life and I love how it complicates me sometimes..