24 August 2012


Anyway, hello! This is us. <3

Saddest day ever.

Why do I need to feel jealous? I hate that feeling. I don't want to feel it again, never. 

Yesterday, we are having a good time the whole day pero biglang nagbago yun because of one single thing. May naalala lang ako tapos nagtanong ako, nabwisit tapos nag-away. I hate the fact that I have to see things. I hate why do I have to be so observant with things around me? Nakakainis kasi napapansin ko lahat. AS IN, LAHAT. :|

We've fought so hard with each other. We shouted. We cursed. We cried.

Actually, aminado naman akong WALA NAMAN NA KONG DAPAT PAGSELOSAN. Lam niyo yun? Wala talaga Pero may issue ako sa sarili ko eh.

Yung pinag-aawayan kasi naming madalas ay yung mga friends niyang girls way back when he was still on HighSchool, oh diba? Ang OA ko. Pinagseselosan ko yun. Ang tagal na nun, Jaicel. SOBRA. Pero why do I always feel like that? :( Galit na galit ako sa kaibigan niya na yun.

Since, alam ko na ang may problema ay ako. I tried to search stuffs in Google about things as such. JEALOUSY. How to overcome?

The best way to deal with jealousy is conversation and logic. I know this can be extremely hard when your girlfriend has pushed you to the limit of your sanity, but you have to remember that she isn’t psycho, she’s just feeling insecure. Let her feel SECURE about you. Always try to let her know how lovely she was and always tell her that you love her and no one can ever replace her. Try to think about why this might be. It’s OK to ask, but you have to do it the right way. Take her aside, give her a hug and just say, “What’s going on with you? Is everything OK?” Tone is so important here. There cannot be an inch of frustration in your voice. Deep breath, OK?

There. All I need to be is to feel SECURED. Secured. I do feel secured pero siguro kulang pa, kulang pa sa uto. Naiinis ako sa faact na nakasama niya yun dati, nauna niya yun nakilala and all. I HATE IT! -____- Dapat di ganon. NAIINIS AKO PAG NAALALA KO!

Gusto ko na nga gumawa ng masama sa mga bitch na yun eh, sobraaaa lang. DUH!

I hope it will not happen again.